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Vanessa

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After everything... [19 Feb 2004|11:46pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

This journal is dead. Thanks to the ass who made a big deal out of a past that didn't even involve them.

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[02 Feb 2004|04:23pm]
How's this.

IF YOU DON'T LIKE MY FUCKIN JOURNAL, OPINIONS OR VIEWS THAN DON'T FUCKING READ IT. I'M NOT CHANGING SHIT FOR ANYONE.
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[31 Jan 2004|12:48pm]
Wow, I just realized this journal is two years old. Hmm...yay. Created September 21st, 2001. The infamous Freshman year, thanks to Shannon and Amanda.
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Rawrgen. [31 Jan 2004|12:47pm]
I am not a student at Beacon High anymore, official as of Friday afternoon. Hah. I'm so happy. Lourdes Monday. Yessir.
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Fuck. [30 Jan 2004|06:38pm]
I'm so irritated right now. Fuck men. They are such assholes sometimes. Grr.
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Too Great, I feel the same way. [30 Jan 2004|05:22pm]
Death Cab for Cutie: "The New Year" (2003) from Transatlanticism (Barsuk)

Cifarelli: What are people supposed to do at these shows? Stand around and drink coffee?

White: What's the point? Honestly.

Selway: Turn it off.
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You Have To Read This [30 Jan 2004|05:17pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

You guys have to read this. Its too funny.
KMFDM ALBUM REVIEWCollapse )

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Page. [29 Jan 2004|10:26pm]
[ mood | creative ]

I'm gonna make a friend's page on my site. Just to give a shout out to some special people. Anyone want on? lol

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[29 Jan 2004|07:02pm]
PICTURESCollapse )
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[29 Jan 2004|06:39pm]
It's like a fuckin' disease.

Yeah. I feel so ugly and so useless right now. I don't know why. I want to be pretty, I want to be smart. I feel so fuckin stupid. Shoot me, please. I have Mark's car, maybe I'll go for a drive while he's at work. Yeah...
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[29 Jan 2004|04:52pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Wow. Ive been having major stoner moments. Ill get all tipsy for a second and then completly forget what I was doing or talking about. I fucked myself forever.

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[27 Jan 2004|05:52pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Part two of the English regents was easy too. Everyone was getting their score, I can't wait to get mine, I hope I did as well as I feel I did. It's off to Beacon tomorrow to take Earth Science midterm, Thursday is Health and then Friday is English misterm that I missed yesterday morning. Beth said it's easy though, so no worries. peaces kiddies

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[26 Jan 2004|10:12pm]
First day at Lourdes, really, really easy. I mean, I can ignore half of those kids and not worry about getting my ass beat into the ground. Its completly different than Beacon. Some girl stopped short in front of me and I hit the back of her foot and I was about to say sorry, cause at Beacon I would have gotten shot, but she said she was sorry. I was in awe. Anyway, the fist part of the English Regents was easy, hopefully the second part tomorrow will be too. peace. I need to get a parking permit. Yeah. woo.
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yeah [24 Jan 2004|11:50am]
Fuck. I'm going back to being me. Hardcore nessa. lol

Mark gave me his car today while hes at work woo.
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Last Day. [23 Jan 2004|02:50pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Last day at Beacon High, and I really am happy. Sure, I'll miss my friends but I hate that fucking place. Yus! Justine got me a kick ass Crow candle...
PICTURES!!!Collapse )

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[22 Jan 2004|10:38pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

I WANNA FLY!

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A Blast From The Past... [21 Jan 2004|11:27am]
I remember when I slept over Natalie's house one night...

We drank so much, I couldn't spell or write. I wrote something on her shelf by her bed, but it came out at a slant and scribbly, it was supposed to say Kibbles, but it said Kibbelzz. Then we started to watch Howard Stern and drink more, and then we fell back and hit our heads on the ground and screamed that we were scared of the midget on the tv. Then I fell and pulled the army camo net off her ceiling that was over her bed. Then she started to paint and got paint on the rug. I remember falling asleep that night and feeling like I was flying. Then waking up and drinking some more and taking some pills. And then flying all day. Then coming home and taking some more pills and flying that night. Then the next day, going to school hung over and then taking some pills and flying some more. Then going to the talent show and meeting Mark for the first time, while stoned. While running down the hallways with Carlos, watching him bang into lockers, stoned. Wacthing Mark laugh at us and smile at me and say hey. Metting Jill for the first time, stoned. Then going home and drinkin some VoDKa and then stopping for the next few days cause I felt like shit.

This was all freshman year. WHAT THE FUCK WAS WRONG WITH ME?!
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This sense of power has awakened in me... [20 Jan 2004|09:18pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Hero-Machinae Supremacy

They try to beat me
but they will not ever defeat me
This time we're on my battlegrounds
I'm gonna win, trust in me
I have come to save this world
and in the end I'll get the grrrl!

I've missed it, so twisted
and unsurpassed in my head
This sense of power has awakened in me
I feel I could take on the world
a day like this
my rage is brewing like a storm

And now the storm has grown
out of control
Right here, the voice of anger
taking tone
Cause now the fire
in our hearts explode
Baby, let's blow this joint
and build our own

Sometimes you just need to
level everything with the ground to
make room for all the things
you wanted somehow
And I have known it all along
the day is coming
when you will reap your evil ways

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[19 Jan 2004|10:58am]
[ mood | crazy ]

I'm so tired. Friday went to a late movie, didn't get home 'till 1:30. Saturday, the crazy engagment party for Lalena and Bobbie, just slept over Mark's. Last night my friends and I went to the Matrix, didn't get home till 1:45. I just wanna drop.

I have to drive my mom to work after her lunch break cause my brother has a dentist appointment I have to take him to. The joys of driving. I hope Craig buys my dad's old car soon. I need that money. I hope my dad lets me drive the BMW, it's so nice. I'm getting sick of driving the Trail Blazer, it's annoying, I like little cars. I love driving Mark's car, it's so little. But then again, I like driving his mom's van thingy, somaybe it's just my moms car.

Oh, the Matrix. It was fun. Caitlinn drove me and Amanda and we met Jessyca, Alexis and Jess' friend Lisa there. Then I saw D and her friend from her old school. I talked with them for a little bit and then went back with Jess and everyone. It was a lot of fun, except for Mark being a party pooper. He was scared that someone was gonna touch me, so I was on the phone with him every two seconds. So yes, if anyone saw me on the phone, it was more than likely with him. He went and hung out with Liam and Gretchen, which pissed me off to no end, he knows I hate it when he hangs with her. Shes so flirty. Ugh, and his mom hates her, so yeah. But he appologized for being such a jerk. He said he was just worried about me and was scared something was gonna happen to me. He was also pissed cause whenever I dance with him I'm joking around and he wanted me to dance for real. ha. Oh fun fun. Imma go now. laterz.

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[16 Jan 2004|11:23am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Ok, so my midterm/regents week is going to be a mess. Heres my schedule.

Monday-8am
Lourdes- English Regents part one.
Monday-12pm
Beacon- US History Midterm
Tuesday-8am
Lourdes- English Regents part two.
Wednesday-12pm
Beacon- Earth Science Midterm
Thursday-12pm
Beacon- Health Midterm
Friday (time still undetermined)
Beacon- English Midterm make up from Monday morning.


Yes yes. Brother Gordon asked me to take the regents with his Lourdes kiddies. I'm in room 305 or 308, I'll have to check the sheet he gave me. I'm supposed to be taking my English midterm at Beacon Monday morning, but my teacher said I can make it up because it's only a local exam. Yeah, every one of my English teachers said I'll have no problem passing the regents.

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